blog???
had a conversation over de fone wif candy last wk, & we came across dis topic - BLOG. she told me she felt tat writing blog is actually very diff from writing personal diary. though its all abt writing ya own life… & yes. i agreed wif wat she had said.
writing blog via de internet is realli nt 100% according to hw u felt tat day. reason: coz its on de internet, & everybody or anybody (unless u personalize it) can read it. for eg. dis person might b ya v gd frd. however, due to some conflicts wich u had wif each each other tat juz cant be resolve (fully)… sooner or later, both of u would juz cant seem to meet eye-to-eye. however, can u realli write in ya blog hw u fl? perhaps some of u might say yes, others no. but for those who say no, juz like me, y wouldn’t we juz blog out everything in our heart? coz sometimes, de way we blog doesn’t send de intended information to everybody. diff ppl might juz haf diff understanding of wat they read. agree??? tat is why people alwaz say dis, "if u haf a misunderstanding wif a person. tok to him/her personally & nv though email/sms/fone etc."
sometimes, i realli get so pissed off by some of my so called "frds" (luckily onli less den a handful of these idiots). ya. they r my "frds", wif de special " " (open & close inverted commas). they will onli look for me when they r bored or when they haf no one to acc them. i’d fucking enuff from all these ppl yeah? i admit im super free nw. grad & nt wrking as yet. but tat doesn’t mean i can waste my time on you. if u realli think a call from u can ask me out anytime, den u r ABSOLUTELY wrong. shit it alrite?! damn. sometimes, i realli fl tat being too nice on some idiots realli get me nowhere. coz they juz dun seem to appreciate. but den again, im juz too soft-hearted lah… tats y.
yeah! had promised to go bed at 11.30pm. ytd was de 1st nite. was chatting on msn wif some frds. & when i told 1 of them, dominic, tat im logging off at 11.40pm to go to bed. he luff & trying to b funni wif me!!! >_< tat dum dum. haha! i slp early very strange huh? *bish* laid on my bed at 11.45pm… but i juz cant get to slp!!! i think i onli manage to slp at 1+am, after i on de aircon. haiz!!!~ hw cum i oso had insomnia??? i tot onli candy has tat. haa! 
i used to doze off once i hit my pillow. but y nw i cant?! & i oso haf dis farkin prob nw. i will get awaken by my sms in de early morn. in de past, i cant even hear my alarm rang, needless to say my sms. & when im awaken, i juz cant get back to slp!!! wat is happening to me? huh?
am waiting for candy to wake up & call me. BUT I THINK SHE WILL ONLI WAKE UP EARLIEST AT 3PM!!! gonna meet her later, to her hse to slack & after tat meet sharmain at 7pm for steamboat. tat was initially lah. but nw change of plan. mayb go bishan for thai express & coffee or juz de both of us for steamboat. haa! oh yah. "god-mum" called me juz nw to asked if im wrking currently. i said no den she asked me if i would like to help out in some EI stuffs for 3wks. some admin stuffs, thai students exchange program & perhaps some programming stuffs!!! argh! i dun wan programming. i dun wan to touch programming again. pls! but haiz, can i say no to her??? i cant. *sob* therefore, she’s sending in my name for de interview… haa… wish me luck huh?
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almost forget dis. its ting’s bdae todae! HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY MY DEAR GER! STAY PRETTY & CUTE ALWAZ K? & MUZ LEARN TO BE STRONGER HOR. SO TAT U CAN PROTECT ME. DUN SEE COCKROACH DEN FASTER RUN BEHIND ME. >_< COZ U R 2 MTHS OLDER DEN ME. HAA!
