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ciaoz~

its finally my off day todae!!! hooray!~~ after working for 6 consecutive morn shifts, u can imagine how tired i was… & for ur info, my morn shifts starts at 7am. wich means i mus wake up at 5am… so how much slp can i get for de past 6 days??? hmm…

i noe its a bit slow tat im writing dis entry on my actual 21st bdae, but no choice, cos i was realli too bz + lazy to blog. so nw, i shall blog while drinking my cuppa blackcurrent tea & munching on hello panda. hehe!

30th May: honey’s off & im wrking afternoon. damn. anyway, he came to sent me to de airport & off he went home to rest till i finished wrk at 11pm.

i wasn’t feelin hungry after wrk, but i still asked honey to go supper wif me. reason: cos i wanna spend more time wif him, preferbly until de clock strikes 12am. but he dun wan, saying he’s nt hungry. i was upset. cos he gave me de kinda feeling tat hw he wish he could send me home ASAP. on our way home, he exited from yishun & asked if i wanna go buy food home to eat. i said ok.

at chong pang nasi lemak, we saw ting & ah bao & their frds there. such a small world rite? haha! i was excited by de fact tat i saw ting & wanna eat there wif her. but honey gave me de kinda feeling again tat he wans to send me home ASAP. relunctantly, i ordered de food & asked it to be packed. i was realli upset by then. on our way home, honey kept lookin at his watch while i kept thinking. (A) he’s plannin a surprise for me; (B) he’s realli hiding smthg from me. one could go nuts thinkin & guessing ok?! damn. den at 12am sharp, jus when we were entering de carpark to my hse, honey shouted "Happy Birthday honey!" i wasn’t happy or watsoever, but i pretended to b ecstatic. den i asked him to go to my hse to acc me to eat my supper. again, he said dun wan…

who would b happy if their bf kept saying dun wan to her 3 requests in 1hr??? i was realli disappointed & hurt. honey walked me to my void deck & asked me to sit & wait for him. den he run away. its onli at tat moment den i noe im in for a lit surprise! i climbed up de chairs at my void deck & tried to peep, but i cant see him. den, after awhile, i heard some1 singing bdae song to me, & saw honey walked over me wif a small cake in his hands. i was overjoyed! tears filled my eyes when i saw him. i couldn’t tok, cos my tears kept flowing down… den i realised y he kept wanting to send me home. cos de cake he bought for me was ice-cream cake. tats y… he den went up to my hse to acc me eat my supper.

31st May: went for my medical checkup in de morn. suppose to go by myself cos honey’s wrking, but mummy noes tat im realli afraid, so she came home after gg to de office to acc me there… its realli heartwarming u noe?

after checkup, laze de whole dae at home surfing net, watching tv programs… wat a day to spend my bday away rite? smsed my frds asking if they wanna go clubbing at nite, but none could go. cos its either they’re wrking or schooling de next morn or tat they’re wrking till midnite.

no choice, so onli candy & me go club alone. yeah! took a cab over at ard 10+pm to fetch her den we head down to zouk. weird. de ppl there on dat nite were so super "nt happening". but still, we wenta in to checkout de crowds. left at 11.30pm to go MoMo to meet keegan & his frds.

there was a male model contest gg on when we gt there. & gosh! de models were all pretty cute! & their body look so fabulous too!!! *evil grinz*  keegan came shortly after we reach, den we met up wif his frds, qian li & mei juan & their frds. it’s been sucha long time since we last met up. i still rem de 4 of us used to hang ard together when keegan & i jus got together. go rounding wif others, sentosa, shopping, ktv-ing etc etc. i kinda miss those days…

anyway, it was de 1st time keegan & i went clubbing together. haha! it wasn’t as bad as wat i thought. some gers touched him when they walked pass him, no doubt abt tat. but i wasn’t angry. nt a bit. but he kept hugging me throughout de nite! does tat explain y no guys dare to come close to me??? haha! momo’s music realli nt for me. i felt so weird dancing. cos im shy!!! *blush* *i swear* my entertainment tat nite was helping candy keep a lookout for her cute guy, 1 of de male models. & i’d actualli helped her to haf de chance to take a pic wif him! he walked past us so many times, & each time candy wanna called him, she gt scared & backed off. coward isn’t she? oppss! den on dis 1 time when he walked past us, i tapped on his shoulder & when he turned to me, i pointed to candy, & ta-nah! tats hw she had de chance to take pics wif him. u owe me hor, ms candy koh. tsk tsk.

reached home at 4.30am. was realli exasperated & abit high. but i was feeling so happy from within me. nw tat im 21, its time where i enter adulthood & hold new responsiblities. many mistakes were made in de past, no doubt abt tat. but i’d gotten my retributions. wats past is past & cannot be undone. its onli how we could cherish de present & nt make foolish mistakes again. & im sure i wouldn’t repeat my old wrongdoings. im happy wif hw my life is nw. cos im so bless wif a loving family, & a guy who loves me so deeply. tats none other den my Keegan Teng.

my bdae had just passed 15hrs ago. haha! cos its 3pm nw. keke. dis yr’s bdae is realli a very wonderful one. i feel so happy, realli so happy from de bottom of my heart.

27 May: my pre-celebration

wasn’t feeling excited or wat on tat morn when i woke up, cos im jus feeling so annoyed over those chores left undone. tats de prob 1 will haf when having party at their hse. u need to tidy up ur hse before de party & den tidy back again after ur celebration. & moreover, i’d worked 5 str8 days prior to my celebration, so u can imagine hw tired i was!

alrite, den mummy sent me to SIM to pay for my 1st sems fees, & afterwich i met candy at cwp to buy some decos. here, i shall proudly announced tat de decos wich u guys saw in my hse tat day was done by my 2 precious - keegan & candy. haha~! though it wasn’t any professional decos, but they realli spent lots of effort in doing it. & moreover its their 1st time decorating, so i shall gif them 4.5 stars!!! thank u so much to de both of u! *muacks*

i was realli realli bz de whole of tat nite. so frds, pls pardon me if i didnt play a good host tat nite. but nevertheless, its realli so good to see those whom i nv saw for ages, like easterina, xiao shan, minyi, irene, zichao & my attachment colleagues from DSTA etc etc. many of them just came down for a while to see me & pass me my present. & most of them came after wrk, wich made me even more touched. cos they realli made de effort to come despite working till so late. but den again, some things screwed up abit. there wasn’t enough chairs outside my hse for them to sit! i dunno y, but most of them prefer to sit outside my hse, tats y de lack of chairs i suppose??? haha! & de there was enough utensils! opps* i thought de catering will provide wif extras, tats y i din went to buy more… im realli realli sorry guys… pai seh pai seh! :S

de most magical moment was when everybody was gathered into de hse to sing my bdae song. at tat moment, den onli i realise i’d actualli invited so many ppl! haha! frankly, i was overwhelmed wif happiness at tat moment cos de 2 most impt ppl in my life were right there smiling at me… they were none other den my daddy & mummy. tears swelled up in my eyes (but luckily it din flow down, if nt i surely v malu!), cos i felt as if i was dreaming…

after everybody left, i opened up my presents. hehe! i always love de excitement when opening presents, cos im so excited to c wat ppl bought for me! well, who doesn’t? haha! i got 4 perfumes from easterina, irene, ben, andy & jordan, 1 dress from rykiel & rapheal, tangs vouchers from zichao 4 tops from eric & kelvin, sharmain, jac & jeremey, a pair of heels from sharmain, 2 costume necklaces from alex & huishan & "i dunno who", dkny cosmetics pouch from ah bao & ting ting, guess bracelet from joan & kelvin, anna sui products from my pri sch frds, chocolates from my young cousins ai xuan & ying ying, 1 book from jia li, 2 diamond necklaces from my aunt & my DSTA colleagues, a pair of diamond earrings from my sis & yaoqing, ang pos from de rest of them! daddy ald gave me $400 in feb to buy my new hp, & he oso paid for de 3kg of lychee martini bdae cake. mummy paid for my whole buffet wich costed $380 & lastly, my honey keegan… he bought me de ring wich i desire… 5 diamonds eternity ring!!! but its nt de 1 wich i saw mths back cos tat was onli under de normal range in lee hwa. de 1 wich he bought me was Destinee eternity ring. gosh! tat mus haf costed him alot alot… but he’ll go to any extend jus to make me happy. tats y i simply love him! *muacks*

some pics of tat day (from rykiel’s cam):

P/S: sorry peeps, did anyone of u took my log book home by mistake??? de black colored log book wich my cousin candy had prepare specially for those who came, to leave messages down for me. my log book is gone!!! i’d searched de whole hse since sat nite, but cant find. is any of u playing pranks on me??? my heart is weak u noe???

had just finish bathing. was realli realli worn out by my party. but im so happy… no words could describe de happiness i fl at dis moment. i fl so bless… realli so bless… so fortunate. im so happy nw tat i think i wouldn’t b able to slp tonite…

magic. tats de word i should use for todae’s party. my advance celebration of my 21st bdae. it’s jus so wonderful. thank u so much to all my dear frds, relatives esp candy, family & my dearest keegan. i love all of u so much! will nv forget hw u ppl helped me to celebrate my bdae. thank u thank u!

will blog soon after i upload all de pics. off to blow-dry my hair & slp. nites!

im sweating like a pig nw & i guess my heart’s gonna explode anytime! ahhh~ guess wat?! i jus came back from a jog! haa! yeah! sun came out from where huh todae? cos i’d actually went jogging. haha! but den, my jog onli lasted for onli 15mins. >_< muahaha! cos i nearly died from breathing difficulties! reason: de last time i went jogging was 2 yrs back wif joan & tat was oso de very last time i exercised… but at least i made de effort to go jogging… but i nid companions to motivate me! anyone???

alrite peeps. as those invited to my bdae noes, i’ll be celebrating my 21st bdae on 27th May, wich is next Sat. venue: my hse at woodlands. so many ppl were asking me wat i wan for my bdae cos they dunno wat to buy. haha! but hw do u wan me to reply? i shy lor… but den again, i haf a wish list leh! hehe!

My Wish List

• Bebe black t-shirt or top wif rhinestones (im wearing size S)
• Sovil Titus, DKNY or Guess watch (i like chunky watches)
• Gucci Envy Me perfume
• Guess top wif rhinestones
• Diamonds
• Vouchers from Mango, Topshop, Zara, Bebe
• Ang Pao
• Money
• Cash

haha! cos wif cash, i can buy de Gucci wallet or handbag wich im aiming for. *opps* no lah. cos i oso dunno wat else i wan, tats y cash is more practical for me. but bags, clothings & accessories r oso all welcome. hehe! so long as dun buy me soft toys or chocolates/cookies etc can liao. cos my hse haf tonnes of soft toys & i dun take heaty stuffs anymore. i like things wich r practical. something wich i can use.

anyway, see u guys next Sat yah? buffet will start at 7pm.

its been such a long time since i realli blog. cos im so busy & tired wif work. & most importantly, im lazy to blog! heh.

wenta jb shopping wif mummy, sis, yao qing & keegan on sat, SG election day. damn fuck it. so many ppl gg in on tat dae as well. fuck. & we hafta Q for like 1hr+ be4 we can get in. nb. & de fucking jb custom so cb. no proper q-ing line. & thus it looked so bloody chaotic. everybody pushing their way through & cursing away. including me. BUT, i think if anyone of u were to b in de same situation as me, no matter hw gd ya temper is, u’ll still erupt. & tats for sure. -)

we were out in jus less den 4hrs, but spent ard RM$700 on food & shopping in total. is it alot? i dunno. i onli noe i bought a pair of white 3/4 pants (dun ask me y, but i haf a fetish for 3/4 pants! hee!), black pumps, silver wedges & eyelinder. honey bought his leather belt & excutive sling bag. finally! cos he’s so choosy wif buying his stuffs! de kinda design tat he wans, he mus get them. he wont settle for something wich dun meet wat he ald had in mind. tats y, we’d been searching high & low for his belt & bag. he’s so fussy sia! haha! i wonder who influence him? haha!!!

den on sun, i finally went to de salon. to cut my hair & straighten de curls. cut so much leh! initially my hair was till my hip bone, & nw, it jus touches my uppermost bra strap. can u imagine hw much i cut??? those hair could haf been used to make a wig. haa! 1st time ever in my life i cut so much w/o feeling heartpain. but dunno y, somehow i think i will miss my curls… or will i???

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super shagged, tired, drained etc, watever u name it. im totally worn-out. & my dear candy is nw enjoying her holiday in taiwan!!! im damn jealous! >_<

worked 4 days str8 since mon. damn exhausted. dis is de 1st time i realli experience stress & tiredness working in airport. stress cos i haf target to meet daily. tired cos i work from 7am to 4pm + wearing my pair of pointed pumps. can u imagine? jus after de 1st dae of wrk, i had 2 blisters, 1 on each side. & my toe nails were injured, thus they’re falling off soon.

wat should i say abt wrk? actualli nth much for me to say. my days were often brighten up wif friendly passengers who haf hearty conversations wif me when buying my prods & oso when serene comes to work. cos tats de onli time whereby i realli open my mouth to haf a decent conversation.

yes u r rite. now, i’d learnt to be very reserve to ppl whom i jus noe as compared to de past. i think i’ve changed… so is it gd or bad??? i dunno.

honey realli makes de effort to come pick me up from wrk whenever he could, ever since i 1st started working in airport in dec 2004. he’s such a sweet one, tats y he’s called my honey. thank u so much my love. *muack*

anyway, im hungry nw leh!!! kaos. i nid food! reached home todae & wenta 515 to buy dinner for honey while he went home to take his jacket. wanted to cook bee hoon soup for our dinner (cos mummy went for dinner & sis had class), but was afraid tat it wont last long in his stomach cos he’s doing nite shift todae. so, i went to buy duck rice + his fav tau pok for him. 1st time i went out to buy food back to my hse for my bf! cos usualli im de 1 waiting at home for food to arrive. hehe! >.<

was toking to mummy e other dae, & i told her im planning to haf rom next yr, 07/07/07. on our 3rd yr anni. & wedding on 08/08/08. & she’s rather cool abt it. de onli thing she wans is tat i complete my studies 1st before i settle down. while in de meantime, let honey build up his career. well, all dis r jus plannings. but i definately hope everything works out well. cos i wanna be mrs teng. *blush*

honey jus sent me home nt long ago, but im beginning to miss him ald… :_( i noe i sound like a baby nw, but i realli do miss him… im starting wrk tml, therefore i cant spent quality time wif him as often as for de past 2 mths, cos most of our off days fall on diff days. but its ok. cos he’ll still cum fetch me from wrk & cum over to my place for dinner etc.

poor boy. he’d jus went back for his nite shift reservice till tml morn. i bet he mus be as tired as me, but dun wanna say out. cos we went chalet ytd. tats y he din slp much. sorry honey.

so sweet of him to make breakfast for me dis morn. 1 is scramble egg & ham sandwich and de other is sunny side-up egg wif ham & cheese sandwich. additional is big pao. hehe! he’s a gd cook. so lucky to haf him as my bf. cos next time i no nid to do de cooking if we were to get married. >.< *opps* better nt let him c dis, if nt i’ll get whack up. haa!

im so sleepy nw leh. help~ but cant slp yet cos i haven bathe & oso if i slp nw, hw am i gonna slp at 10pm tonite? very early hor? cos im wrking morn shift tml, wich is at 7am! *bleah*